i ve waited all my life
to cross this line
to the only thing thats true-;
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
Current Mood - Suicidal
I hate myself to the core.. terrible feeling running thru my head now .. DIE DIE .. death is the best solution .. i want to DIE !!!!!! .. things are going wrong for me now .. i dun even know wat's my feelings now .. sadded ? well the truth is i had lost complete control of time .. perhaps it is time for me to cool everything down ? Studies ? Friends ? Games ? RelationShip ?? i find all this obstacles in life and getting tougher and harder as days go by ? death is the easiest thing i can thing of now .. Group Suicide ? Aiya .. i must apologise to those reading this fucking post now .. i can tell u that i am fucking sorry for fucking wasting ur time to read this fucking useless post of mine now .. i just need to find a way to let it out now .. and i chose here.. sorry to waste all of ur time .. i sucks ..rite ?. .okay well, death ? hopefully if i go out 2ml i will get knock down by a car =)) fractured skull ? Dislocated bones? i dun care.. just die can liao =) .. die and no more miseries .. so funn .. so cool .. soo good .. haiz .. definately a good solution =D .... i had live for 15 years .. y still want so long ? .. i am so selfish ? 15 years enuff ler la.. time to end my life and give a life to some1 else? reborn ? god knows . no1 can tell what am i thinkin of now .. sad ?. . even i dun even know why the fuck am i write all this fucking crap here now .. 2.45 am .. should be sleeping but instead i am posting this shit here. but lastly i want to sae is DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE. !! i should be dead since day 1 .. why did i live in the 1st place? wasting all ppl time to know me and cared for me .. sorrie to waste ur time to read this post again .. My life is nth much actually . having 1 more person = spending more $$ - wasting more things on earth - wasting teacher's and parent's saliva to teach and scold me .. - wasting friends time to play and go out with me - wasting the earth resources .. ok all this can come to a stop if i can just DIe and end my life here . now at this moment.. i dun need any1 concern nor care.. i am a loner .. i want to die .. DIE ..... lonely .. ok sorrie to waste TIME again .. time to apologise
Good friends- Edwin. glenn . youxu - No more raiders for me jiamin -- dunno what to sae to u lolx.. stay healthy and happie friends - sollie to waste ur time to know me family- 15 years is enuff... definately enuff randy - thx god for allowing me to know u
ok this is a totally bullshit post here.. sorrie to waste all ur time .. i just need to let it out now .. perhaps i have 2 form of myself ? the mood in my mind is chaning every 10 sec.. Sorrie
all my life ive waited;-
- M y s e l f -
SamueL
15
NooBAss
Amksian
JingShan Pri. AngMoKio Sec 1.4 2.4 3.1
Living in a world of my own -
wishing i could turn back time
-= Good Results =-
-= New lifestyles =-
-= Meet up with ex buddies =-
-= Able to be with u =-
-= Deathwish =-
-= New Bags =-
-= New Wallets =-
-= More Games =)) =-
-= Having a better daily life =-
