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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Recently a lot of things happened.. In a flash 2 mths have passed.. Today many stuffs took placed too.. As i heaved a sigh of relieve and walked away from the mess that i have caused..
hmm okie .. 2dae at school was quite a fine day.. not that boring hmm.. Social Studies we were going thru mid year paperr and correction and after that it was 2 physics lesson.. i copied notes omgomg.. lols finally beginnin to understand what's going on. yep my friends were rite.. If i could pay attention for the whole lesson. i would definately get the formulas rite and begin to pass my exams .. slow and steadily.. maybe i changed ? . studies is much more important now but i have not yet relished my full potential yet hahas.
After this maths / recess / maths lols .. Yay i noe how to do maths le hor.. mai siao siao =x .. i nid more practise still .. beginning to like maths like i Did is primary school again.. so the sign for a1 is here again!! ... a1 all the way for maths!!! a or e .. i can do it de
Then was chinese .. Sian 1/2 .. boring boring boring .. i finally slacked and nv listen to what he talking hahaz.. sux la!!.. tok so much crap.. i study on my own better .. -.-" Woot then was english went dream studio to watch some clips l0rz.. then school ended le.. went to 3/3 see yuzhe cut hair =x .. den go air room / canteen slack for a while den went to ben bam hse wif jiamin and ben ben .. jocelyn came later.. hmm played and studied o.O there till 5pm den went sembawang collect things loLx.. den ben ben came my hse and slack and helped me till 9.30pm lOlx.. long and busy day for us ..
yep msging now ... Knights are borned warriors who doesn't give up without a fight. even if they are defeated and badly wounded. they will still have the last gasp to fight back or stand up on their feets.. Nv sae die attitude rocks .. Endure Preserve Like A knighT.. Missing my WisHin Knight hahazz .. Fading long old memories
all my life ive waited;-
aiyeee now at ben ben hse lols.. wif jocelyn and jiamin and ben ben and his brother and his mother =x . lols
erm i NEED TO GROW UP !!!!! .. more matured tinkin and taller !!! lols.. hahas i am shortttt !! >.< .. i tried to tink in ppl shoes b4 .. maybe i got the wrong concept or maybe i tink too much . too far .. too long .. too immatured bah . dunnos .. try tinking in mine lols .. hahahahahahahs =x .. erm dunn0 .. maybe i shouldn't ask ben ben to show things !!! ahhhhh crap lols.. secret will leak out 1 day and i leaked my out -.-" wthhh lols .. hahas i go home den blog.. i wan go drink my milo le xD
all my life ive waited;-
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
SIAN!!!!!!! hmmm today sarks!!! i mean school periods >.<
1st tupid period ish maths maths ler.. lols me and justin didn;t even pay attention l0r.. kept doing and doing on our own.. see we so pro.. loLs justin u v ke lian lor.. come band 4 den teacher still gif u face see =D
erm then was 2 oki oki group work session of chemistry.. Depletion of Ozone layer ><.. i need to buck up le.. dunno anythink hais.. den recess..
Ok + boring day + start le.. 2 freaking periods of physics .. die die mr guang.. talk talk talk what pressure what thing what shit.. dun even understand a bit lors.. crappie -.- .. die liaos zz end of year physics sure gone case de ... hmm slept of a while then talk here talk there.. smsing too xD .. heck care charlie guang la.. his teaching totally Boring !!! .. okie cme then released at 1.30pm le woots .. erm then went air room to play LIFE lols. . play play a while den go off to do sth le .. went lib to complete my english comprehension den went arcade to play daytona and para para lors.. sian 1/2 .. den went wif youxu and lionel to see youxu cut hair den go raiders .. boring day ><
play cs lols ... knife here knife there =x on form lols.. den play dota .. used magnataur .. Reverse Polarsity ( should be correct spelling bah ) lols.. damn song.. old and fat elephant pwning ppl asses =x .. from 2dae onwards i am going to play Teh Elephant !!!! lols
oki stop crapping le.. i go do my english hw, chinese hw and physics hw le.. 2 hours to complete >.<
all my life ive waited;-
Sunday, June 26, 2005
WEEEE last day of hols .. so fast 1 mth g0ne le.. huhz.. Busy holidays.. did not even look like or feel like a holiday to me hahas..
YEP RANDY u are rited!!! i am lazi to blog hahas.. erm erm last few days ar... Some of Charlie Nco were having specs course while i was slacking all the way
Finally been to raiders 2 times to play.. one with esgy .. one with jun hao lols.. erm Cs skill = deprove le.. Dota = Die until so jia lat- -.- haha. time to work hard le.. hmm no not for games but for studies!!! i am going to have physics and a maths tuition O.O.. homework and more homework
Hmm ok i sae until here ler.. nid to go gan hw le. hahas.. erm for some1. DUN give up easily h0r .. u have chosen the things u wanted to do le.. and u must work hard for it.. not give up half way!! jiayoux
BEST of luck and best wishes to everyone for the new semester!! we must strive together and get to the top together xD.. one for all .. all for 1.. Charlie and Fellow human beings rawks !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have fun in the upcoming days / weeks / months / years xD
I am beginning to miss my primary school sighz. new timetable sux to the c0re.. haiz.. erm but anyway 6/1`o2 rockssssssss
all my life ive waited;-
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Hmmm long time nv blog again -.- . I am v v v busy at the moment HAHAs..
Went Ben Bam Hse to stay on 20.o6.o6. What happened on that day ??.. Hmm recalling .. OH YA .. ROD PARADE !!!!!!
Okie Let's Turn the time back to 19.o6.o6.. I woke up at ard 11 am.. Bath and met Jocelyn And Benedict @ amk central @ 12noon .. Took A bus Down to JiaMin hse downstairs and met Lionel the hua Chi =x .. Went for lunch before g0ing to Jiamin hse.. At 1st we dun dare to Go in until Jiamin led us in lols.. 1st time going to a ger hse in ages .. Jiamin Claims that her house is messy -.- Then i Had been living in a Pig style for years le .. If thats is the fact.. Her House quite big and V neat l0r. Except for her study room =x .. and maybe her room ( didn't visit it ) .. Did the charts with them although i am not in spec course loLs.. Den JiaMin went for Tuition @ 4pm so me LionEl bEn bEn and j0CelyN went for a walk .. Hmm Buy some plums .. Very salty but quite nice lols.. still in my bag .. who wans come and find ME. then we went to Jiamin Hse downstairs and continue doing as the library was close .. They doing and talking while i was rotting away =/ ..
Lionel Left @ ard 6pm liddat then left Me Joyce and Ben Ben .. LOLx JiaMin's Dad offered us Durian but we rejected .. den JM came back at 6.30 liddat .. Some1 tuition teacher released them late by 30 min sia.. Headed to coffeeshop For DinneR den go back Jiamin hse l0r .. play play and do do do .. We are rottin in front of her com and searchin for kn0ck it d0wn song and Ncc sOnG.. Time Flies .. den already 9.50 pm le . we 3 shared A cab back to Ang Mo Kio xD .. Me and joyce took till 527 the market there .. Ben bEn dropped off earlier at raiders there.. Hmm met my parents at S11 .. FATHER'S DAY T_T .. they were eating .. so me and joyce went to the nearby 7-11 .. bought icecreams as FATHER"S DAY presents LOL .. the both of us .. den pei joyce go bus stop b4 rushing home to kip my presents.. lllalalalala end of the day.. LOL boring day if u read here but actually it was a Very enjoyable and LAme day =X
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY ... I LOVE YOU DADDY !!!!!!!
20 . o6 . o6
MonDaY - RoD pArAdE
WokE up @ 5.27am .. earlier den jiamin who woke up at 5.30am lOls.. Then rushed to the bus stop to meet jiamin and joycelyn and ben ben.. wanted to buy pringles de.. but shop and save still close.. sorrie sorrie.. Hmm Den met only joyce and jiamin .. Ben ben just woke up .. so the 3 of us went to skool 1st... lionel and jackie were there liaos.. prepared the gifts for nco and polish my boots xD.. Then there was sth on my mind at that moment .. sth like this
Who is the person i like now ?? I was tinking of that at this moment I was trying to run away from the fact that I still like you but i denied and attempted to lie to every1 I failed. The truth was out I cannot forget U...
Yep thats rite.. i still like her l0r.. if not i would not be doing all those things .. Haiz i am a failure.. failure in studes.. failure in relationship .. T_T .. Okie continue .. we had training from 8.30am to 11.20am liddat then the big day and finally after waiting for 2 years 6 mths.. the day was here .. the time was up .. ROD PARADE.... we fall in in front of flag post and knew our post..
Usm = Yijun *congrats* Asm = Benedict ( congrats ) Part C = Shuwei Part B = Jocelyn Part A = Cindy
OOO i got double assistant lols.. hmm my post arhs.. APS for Part B. under Jocelyn =/ And A.Treasurer .. V v v happie lols.. LioneL part C aps.. Jiamin Part B aps .. yiliang SNR =x loLs.. hmmm i need to buck up nix mth .. i want my post de. !!!!!! 1 mth prohibition T.T .. I almost cried as the sec 4 march off and threw their berets. hey hey is almost hor .. but nv !!!! . Boi shed blood but not tears xD .. erm had buffet after that .. den talk talk talk and prize ceremony @ the hall.. after that sec 1 and 2 go home liao.. then some sec 3 stayed back and do charts .. for specs course de... I rushed home and changed and bath b4 rushing back to school.. took ard 25 min nia lols.. den help jiamin and others do charts .. One by one all went off =/ .. left me and ben ben and sgt dunno how to spell . =x .. went mac for dinner together wif my lunch and breakfast. den went home and take things and went to ben Ben hse to stay over !! .. did more charts at ben ben hse lols.. and smsed chat wif a few ppl .. JIAMIN DUN GIVE UP !!! must get OOC or OC de ... for all those going spec course .. Life is full of ups and downs .. so this course is just a Down .. Must endure and perserve .. WE ALL are NCOs le.. if we cannot endure.. how do we expect our juniors to fellow and learn from us leh ..
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad...
So.....
Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is dealt you and give it your all... Take the love that you're given and return it with care... Have faith that when needed it will always be there... Take time to find the beauty in the things that you see... Take life's simple pleasures let them set your heart free... The idea here is simply to even the score... As you are met and faced with Life's Tug of War
I will not give up till i win ur heart de .. and i want u not to give up .. not to cry . not to lose hope . never sae i am tired or i want to give up .. i am willingly to remove and share all ur worries and lessen ur burden off ur shoulders.. i rather be the 1 who is suffering the course instead of u .. but now it is ur turn .. i want u to prove that u can do it .. and be the best..
As for todae i mean 21.06.06
Nth much happen.. went wif ben ben to yck mrt station to meet jiamin .. joel .. lionel .. meiyan.. luoling .. wen bin i tink ( st.gab ) and a few more .. den took a cab with jiamin joel and wenbin into amoy quee camp there.. den sae byEBye and good luck to them .. as they booked in while Me and meiyan walked out lo.. erm met up wif ben ben and luo ling and sofiah @ yck mrt station .. dey went to ben ben hse while i went home to sleep.. slept till 2pm den went out to raiders for a while .. play play =x 3rd time going raiders in the whole holidays.. this show how busy am i loLs.. den went ben ben hse to do Joel's Ifc and Tf charts .. hmmm after at ard 9pm .. met Justin @ raiders and played dota dota lols ... till ard 10.30pm liddat den went home and continue to do joel chart till ard 1 am -.= . den finish .. hmm gonna meet ben ben and luoling and sofiah @ 7am haha.. i tink i better go slp le.. Nitex all .. Lols... this few days had been fun .. but if i continue to go on liddat .. i tink i can die haas.. going to tire myself out .. I WAN TO BE wif U .. Protecting U and Suffering from U .. Lols.. Wo xiang tai duo le bahx........ i go rest le .. 2 hours more nid to wake up -.- Stupid Joel =X .. make me worrie for ur chart ....
I am feeling - + O r N - again .. haiz..
all my life ive waited;-
Saturday, June 18, 2005
i later 2dae then post okie ?? dying liao.. look at the time now.. my eyes want close. i am having a cold .. running nose and i did not have a nice and proper rest for v v long le..
I am still tired .. haven recover from some setbacks.. my life is getting messier and messier .. i oso dunno what i doing now.. perhaps i nid to do 1 thing @ 1 thing
i nid to improve my studies.. so that i can go to a JC.. stop playin too many games and concentrate on studies -.-".. save $ for ppl b'dae presents. and get back into the top few of the schools haha..
later i will be sharing the fun and the misery of our ncc chalet and my beloved 6/1` 02 gathering cum steamboat.. loLz happie memories ler. i did enjoy myself reallie i did .. for the chalet.. Quite nice and good lolz.. the steamboat was great.. meetin up wif old friends and buddies.. reallie shuang hahaz.. hope that we can have more chalet and more gathering in the future..
Look forward to my later post hor ??
btw i want to apologise to jun hao and benedict abt the swimmin thing 2dae.. sorrie guys .. i tink i was too tired tts y b4 i went into the bathroom to get ready.. i fell asleep till 8.30 pm .. sorRie.. pls 4give me hahax
all my life ive waited;-
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Wish that i could just return to the past and change the past.. u had given me chances after chances but i failed to cherish those in the past how dumb i was. Could i have a second chance? to give it a go? all my fate nows depends on U . yes U i know u noe that U are the 1 U .
all my life ive waited;-
i love you once and now i felt l0st . i am still holding on . hidding the truth and facing the reality .. can some1 help me ? and wake me up ???
- How do I say what I think about you - Words to describe your beauty are too few - Kisses from your lips I would forever steal - Mere words can not say what I feel
How do I say what I feel in my heart I dream of holding you in the dark I dream of loving you in the day I search deeply to find the words to say
- How do I say what I dream in the night - Dreams so real, I feel you holding me tight - Close my eyes and drift away in sleep - Your sweet kiss I taste in my dream so deep
How do I say what I want you to hear My arms would hold you forever near You are truly beautiful, I want you to know I want to embrace you and never let go
- How do I say the words I cannot find - How do I say all the things in my mind - How do I say when the words are too few - How do I say how much I truly love you
I love you since day 01 . the day we met was the happiest thing that happened in this last few years [x] Memories fading [x] [x] All g0ne in a flash [x] [x] Dreams shattered [x] [x] But i nid to face it [x] [x] Others doesn't matter [x] [x] I Love You now and then [x] [x] Z +he End Z [x]
I hope u will understand my feelings now.. i am so - + 0 r N -
all my life ive waited;-
Friday, June 10, 2005
okie .. this is going to be a veri the long post ler..
hmmm 0kay..
03 . 06 . 05
1st dae of the ncc camp .. suppose to fall in @ 2pm de.. but as junhao was slping over @ my hse the nite b4. so me and jun hao took a cab to Mac opp skool de.. and met lionel, jiamin, yijun, yuzhe and a few more there. Lionel Broke his cup --". aniwae Jiamin is scare of insects ahahahha fake de oso scared =x Okie den we went to school and slack and plan for the events ahead.. a bit sian sian loL.. aniwae tough to do last minute planning .. 2pm fall in.. 1st event was CHANGING parade.. TMD.. my no 3 nv polish .. nv starch .. then my belt SPOLIT .. haiz.. rushed to the air room and borrowed a belt loLx.. had 7 minutes to change from no 4 to no 3.. but the whole parade, we were late for all.. The result ? Knock it down !!!... aiya.. thats was expected le.. tekan and more tekan .. after changing parade was drill mutual .. my 1st time wor.. dunno what to do.. heng i not 1st.. Lol.. i was 2nd last in fact.. wanted to do henta on the march .. duno y i go do kekenan and kekiri ... I PASSED U NOE!!! onli 3 out of 15 i tink in my group pasSed .. haha got 30 / 50 !!! so happy.. after the thing was PT. Veri slack de Pt Lol.. 1st time ever.. no nid to do any station =/ .. then was dinner !!.. the food still edible. . quite nice for a camp .. haha.. after dinner song bo ler ... Interview .. i saw the schelde in air room .. interview suppose to be 1h 30 min then become 4 hours -.-".. we went to 4T2 to wait.. aniwae girls bunk was 4T1 .. bois de 5A .. so the room in between lo ... I was the bunk iC for the 1st dae anywae ... erm waited and waited .. was in the last few too .. then rush rush rush .. ncc 7 core values and pledge then questions ler.. they ask a lot of questions that are damn hard to answer sia .. tmd ..i tink i screw myself lo .. after interview.. wash up then fire drill -.-" .. Part C kena demote to Recruits .. wth lo .. still nid to take out boots and do drills .. onli Cuo JiamIn nid to march ahhahahahaa .. Must endure.. endure.. after that finally ... I can SLEEP ler ... i msg ppl told them not to give up b4 i fell asleep on myhand fone -.-"
04 . 06 . 05 Hmm 2nd day le.. woke up @ 6.30 am den fall in.. my job now ish LOG ler.. veri the slack =x .. but got a lot of things to do .. set up things and pack things and clear things and make breakfast / lunch / dinner / supper !! . hmm 1st event was to set up telematch for me .. nid to move 12 tables to the field -.-" and the man power was pathetic. . onli got me . jason . kheng meng and hazwani .. cwo came and help us .. weilun junhao and joel.. i want to sae a big THANK YOU to them . without them i dunno how we can cope lor .. then return to canteen.. got a big shock -.-" so many ppl fall out ler wth.. after that they came and played the telematch while we make water balloon for water war and set up things for field cooking .. at the same team .. sweepp and clear canteen =/ .. okie.. lunch.. FIELD cooking =D .. prepareed everything le.. den they eat after cooking .. i shared the tin with Jason .. =D .. chicken abalone noodles loL.. a few part C no wei kou sia.. hmm den the rest all continue wif their eventsl.. i not sure ish what ler.. i noe then log and cwo cleared the mess and i prepare for IFC and water war and tug of war.. me and weilun pull the rope to the parade square and it was then we knew the event sld be @ the field -.-" tmd .. need to pull to field lor .. den they prepare the water balloons hao le .. so we oso drag them to the field there.. after about 1 hour all of them went to the field and played!! hmm i skipped the water war.. dun want to get wet lOlx.. den all play play l0r.. after dat we need to clean up the mess -.-" .. i clear until half way den the catering came lOL.. Nice dinner.. got what black pepper chicken etc.. we waited for them .. they had bunk inspection .. haiz i wanted to be there with them to suffer the tekan . but nv. SORRY MY FELLOW CHARLIES FRIENDS .. SOrry ... then all the bois got a nick name " worst than ger" .. aiya .. this is part of the plan .. sldn;t get worked up ma .. a lot of them no wei kou again -.-' .. i ate my own meal .. jiamin de and 1 more dunno whose de.. then i suggested that we (( log )) clear up for them . while the rest go back to do their things.. cos we reallie off schelde ler .. so after clearin up already quite late.. then we go prepare for night of fear.. set up 6 stations that included .. rambutans.. fake insects .. glue.. frogs.. mealworms.. and lastly sea cucumber !!. 2 were at the dnt blk there 2 @ hall and 2 @ canteen .. the canteen was pitch dark btw ... aniwae i had a headache at the point .. after the night of fear .. the cadets had camp fire.. while logs and cwo clear up and made supper.. MY tupid head getting painner and painner -.-" took 1 penadol from jackie.. but still no effect.. veri the pain .. den after that izwan and rachel and johnathan talked to us. . sae our standard dropped.. i agreed =/ i wanted to give up but i was tryin to hold my composture.. and ENDURE.. we can do it.. i believe we made it and soon it was night time.. My headache still haven ok -.- pain pain pain.. the pain reallie is almost unbearable..
05 . 06 . 05 3rd day le.. hmm woke up late lol.. the alarm rang and i press away -.-" .. hmm brush my teeth then fall in ler.. they pt while we make breakfast .. hmm jason and khengmeng go take water while hazwani was making things @ the canteen .. me and Junhao dunno doing what.. i forget ler lOL. -.- " then shuwei was sick so i pei him go sick bay .. he take temperature but nth wrong haha .. then me . jackie . luoling and jason go bishan park .. put clues and prepare for the amazing race.. the rest were still suffering in school =( .. sorry sorry.. i heard that almost all bois from part C fall out .. left lionel and yi liang.. Sorry .. i was not with u all .. i noe i am lucky to be in l0g .. but i wan to suffer what u all are suffering -.- . one for all .. all for 1 ma .. .. we placed the clues all ard bp .. i walked until damn tired -.- " from 1 end to the other.. hmm then after that we went back to skool lo .. had lunch .. oh ya.. i was still suffering from headache .. ate 3 penadols LOL.. wait over dose i laff .. then i was told to be Cuo and jun hao acuo LOL.. but the both of us already fall out le.. he i dunno what pain . and i was headaching -.- " stupid sia. . 12 hours ler still haven ok ... then after that master parade and GO HOME .. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .. sth lame happen at the end .. the bois bunk de key lost =/ .. then we all tink tink tink poor ben ben lol .. den in the end the key was found stuck @ the door .... wth . all bois too tired le.. .den pa jiao .. ...... aiya den we went mac .. hmm i ate 1 icecream lo .. den shared cab with jason and junhao home =)).. reach home put bag.. change clothes.. bath for 30 minutes then go raiders ler . loL.. lame sia .. i tire ler still go raiders. met youxu glenn and edwin and manager .. then we play play 5 v 5.. keep rematch sia lol.. all pek chek then play 4th game then we lost 3 v 5 sia .. loL ... sian 1/2 .. we anyhow play .. crap. aiya den i go home and sleep ler..
06 . 06 . 05 to 08 . 06 . 05 = GOLD WIING COURSE.. dun want to sae .. DAMN tired ler nw .. 2ml den explain . HAHHAHAHA =D
09 . 05 . 05 Okay todae.. after camp and course le time to have fun =)) .. hmm i yue ben ben 10am de.. but end up 2pm then meet lOL. .. i went raiders @ 12 to 2 liddat then junhao cycle to amk and met me @ raiders . played for a while .. den we 2 rush to blk 322 meet ben ben .. went ben's hse to take bike and pump JH's bike .. den we cycle to a nearby coffeeshop 4 lunch =)) atee Shao Rou Fan .. hmm den we all cycle to school . and see npcc camp LOL .. so fun .. we walk ard while they suffer ahahahahha .. then staff yusni was @ skool =) .. told us some stuffs and ask for 3 cadets in charlie to go for 2ml for npcc camp fire nite.. lOl me ben and junhao straight away volunteered haahaha =x .. sorry hor .. enthu ma .. bo wei gong hor =/ .. then we cycled to bishan map .. went to playground play play .. climb climb play slides loL.. den cycle cycle .. den GOt 1 dog follow us -.-" . I continue to cycle den ben and JH play with the dog .. we cycle to the market @ bishan there to buy drinks and some food to lure that dog lol .. bad intention hahaxX .. erm aiya too tired to explain .. hmm juNhao used a rope and kidnapped the doghome in the end HAHHAHAHA =x .. then me and ben cycle to his hse.. and rest and put bag .. then i went raiders again . Lol.. kk i end ler.. wan an i want go orhorh ler =x . btw i haven bath since afternoon-.-"
all my life ive waited;-
Monday, June 06, 2005
I will be posting either 2nite or 2ml .. sorry for not postin for the last few days . Had ncc camp and Ncc gold wing course =))..
all my life ive waited;-
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
HAppy 1 mth old to my blog and welcome me back from Genting...
aniwae i 2ml then blog my adventures there .. 2dae dun feel like blogging.. just reached singapore at 9.50pm den reached home @ 10 ++ ..
I am really tired. I want to let go. I want to forget. My troubles and worries.
My mind is stopping. My heart is crying. My pace is slowing. I want to let it go.
Torn into pieces. Raptured dreams. Crappy thrash talking. Can i let it go?
Since the day i chosen this path. I knew that someday, I will give up. But is the day coming soon? Why am i having this kinda feeling now? Is my time up yet? I want to preserve and continue. But i want to let it all go to0. Which is better for me? Look ahead or give up?
- Shattered dr3amZ - - + o r N - aka -= VenGancE =- Gone with the silent wind. Losing Hope!
all my life ive waited;-
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Living in a world of my own -
wishing i could turn back time
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-= New lifestyles =-
-= Meet up with ex buddies =-
-= Able to be with u =-
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-= More Games =)) =-
-= Having a better daily life =-