i ve waited all my life
to cross this line
to the only thing thats true-;
youuu
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Sunday, May 08, 2005
i suck - i sux - i sark - i am a sarker - i am a sux0r - i am a s*ckeR
zZ .. 2ml exams start liao still cannot concentrate .. die liao lor ..
it had been 3 weeks . 3 weeks just flashed by . 3 weeks of fun and agony . i had been living in fear . fear that no words could be used to explain . I had been screaming at myself . unwilling to let go of the fact . HurT and left in the dark . AlonE- i WisH that you could be at my side . TeaR could be seen in my eyes . streaming and tickling down my face . Watching the DawN all by myself . All these LinK to the pleasent past of me . Time flies . 3 years into sec life . 1 1/2 year to go . we had known for 3 years . watching all of my friends changing in front of my own eyes zZ
8 more days to go - 5 more days to my b'dae - 1 more day to the 1st paper - how many more days to the end of my life ? no 1 noEs zZ
[07.05.05] [x] - went out in the morning . saw something in the bus .. something that perhaps was my imagination or my eyes were playin a trick on me . Meet Eric and Perry and Justin at x-zone @ ard 11 am .. Edwin came and find us at 11++ .. around 11.30 went to raiders to find Glenn . had fun till 4pm .. went to the market to eat . justin . perry . eric left . me , glenn , edwin went back to raiders . i wanted to let my anger out by killing . and killing ppl in Cs . =) .. had 4 double knifes in the same map . 2 in a row . reached home at 7pm liddat .. came online and started crapping .. revised my chem a bit , ss a bit , emaths a bit .. homework left untouch. -The UntouchablE - wanted to call 9 _ _ _ _ _ _ _ but fell asleep due to my stupid medicine . zZ . y can't i keep my promises as i could in the past ? y can't i complete things that i needed to do - on time ? y couldn't i succeed in things i try ? . i need to work .. harder and harder till i work my heart out .. but the question remains .. CAN I ? .
No one is happy all of the time, but some people feel as if they can never find happiness. Some people feel as if their entire life is devoted to nothing but pain and hurt and loneliness. Every day is a struggle, and every breath a fight for survival. These people have a deep understanding of the word Depression
SianzZ .. I chose the road that i wanted to walk .. but now as i am walking along .. i wanted to give it all up .. Determination and courage !! these are the things that i lack off
all my life ive waited;-
- M y s e l f -
SamueL
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NooBAss
Amksian
JingShan Pri. AngMoKio Sec 1.4 2.4 3.1
Living in a world of my own -
wishing i could turn back time
-= Good Results =-
-= New lifestyles =-
-= Meet up with ex buddies =-
-= Able to be with u =-
-= Deathwish =-
-= New Bags =-
-= New Wallets =-
-= More Games =)) =-
-= Having a better daily life =-
